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[queerbychoice]

In a fit of frantic overwhelmedness today I removed 19 people from my friends list.

Incidentally, I have almost no idea at all anymore of what I'm doing.

I guess I'll see what happens. Heh.

Comments

[curare.livejournal.com]

i'm sorry to see you go.

[piercememildred.livejournal.com]

Hrmmm, not that I am complaining, but I have yet to be added to your list. I still love reading your jrnl though, little sniplets here and there.

;D

[queerbychoice.livejournal.com]

Actually I did add you once before - it was a while back, and it wasn't for really long, but I remember doing it. You're right though, I do think you're due to be cycled back into membership by now. Your recent entries are beautiful - the old one that you retyped about the hospital, and the one about coming out to your mother. Thank you for writing them.

[piercememildred.livejournal.com]

The coming out bit was only the start of the whole song and dance to distract her from whats really going on.

I have to pretend with her because I am so close with her. I can tell her all about my "hetrosexual-ness" (as she says..) but I must keep mum about whatever homosexual activities I think of, are involved in, etc. The whole distraction is summed up as "Don't look here, look here! Look at this normality while I kick the rest of myself under a rug."

:D